missing you

sometimes it really hits that you are gone, it seems like forever, but i can't wait to be reunited with you in heaven, i wish i knew why, NOW and why we couldn't keep you, i want to fastforward to when we can be together again and past all this hurt and the deep empty hole where my happy heart used to be, i can't believe that this is how God thought my life should go. . .missing you and the possiblities of you-your mom