struggling but God is real and He is present

Dearest sweet Renner, missing you and loving you and grateful for you. I wish that I could write more. I feel numb. Need to cry. Need to grieve. Can't believe but can't not believe. Anyway, just wanted to post about this website and to encourage you to donate. www.playroomofhope.com Check it out. Thanks. Hopefully, I will get back into writing sooner than later.